I am a little behind on my blogging so I apologize to all of you who have been following this. It's been so busy and I am so very grateful to be able to share this work with more and more people. I love it!!! There are so many stories to write about and every experience with every person is different. I realized about 6 months ago that this needed to be more then just connection to the other side. This is about healing....deep down soul healing. Not just healing with words, but healing with our loved ones on the other side and more importantly, healing our relationship with God, learning to trust the love and acceptance we deserve. I started inviting and acknowledging the Savior in every session that I do and my work has completely changed. Every session amazes me and I consider myself the "observer" in that experience. I am constantly in awe at the miracles that take place. I am often in tears myself....so completely humbled to be a witness to the beautiful souls I am allowed to work with. That being said, I would like to share a story of healing that came about this week. Her name was Melissa and she is a beautiful person! Her father on the other side kept telling her so!
Melissa came to me and I could instantly feel that she was such a kind sweet person. She was very open. I could also really sense some insecurity and sadness. The words kept coming to me, "Am I Enough?" I start each session with a short prayer and bless her heart, she was crying before we even started. She was carrying a heavy burden!
I often receive my messages through pictures. They show me movies and sometimes they are literal pictures but more often then not, they are symbolic representations, almost like parables. One of the first pictures I received for Melissa was of her standing in front of a handcart. She was standing alone at the front trying to pull the handles with all her strength. I saw an image of her looking around and seeing that she was completely alone trying to pull this cart up a hill. I also saw that in the back of the cart were a pile of blocks. They were big square blocks. Each one had a label on it. I could see different words on each block like, "sad," "fear," "alone," "grief," pain," "ABANDONMENT." I asked her as she started to cry, if she knew why these blocks were in her cart. She said Yes. She had suffered the loss of some loved ones and she felt that she was very alone in her marriage and her family relationships. She felt that she had a hard time trusting that people loved her and wanted to be in her life. She also felt that nobody truly understood her.
I then saw a picture of her looking back at the cart and seeing it and herself surrounded by angels and loved ones on the other side. I then felt the very strong presence of a grandmother with her asking Melissa if she could trust that she was not pulling that cart alone. She validated how heavy the cart was and told her that she could see all the blocks. She asked if she and the other loved ones could help empty out the cart and replace it with love and healing so that it would be lighter to carry. Melissa agreed to this.
There was so much symbolism in this story. First of all, I felt that the handcart represented her pioneer heritage and the fact that so many before her had struggled. They knew exactly how to help and comfort her. It symbolized Melissa's strength in having carried the cart as far as she had. The fact that they were shaped in blocks was interesting because she was truly feeling "blocked" from receiving love from others because of the pain she was holding. She didn't believe she deserved it. She was given an invitation to really meditate and talk to her guides and angels and ask for direction in healing these wounds. They also told her that visualization and intention is so powerful and that all she had to do was to ask for help with the intention and faith that she could feel love and healing.
I then felt the presence of her father who had passed away when she was very young. She had some memories of her father but her heart ached for him. She felt such a hole in her heart when he passed away unexpectedly. He gave her so many validating messages but one part was especially sweet. He showed me a picture of himself kneeling down next to her and kissing her on the forehead every single night of her life. He said, "I have never left you. I have kissed you goodnight every night since that day and I will keep doing it for the rest of your life." He also told her that she had been looking into a "broken mirror" and that she had forgotten how beautiful she was. He said, "You have lost yourself." She was very emotional and said that she did feel lost. He then showed me a picture of going back to the back of the handcart and picking up a block. He said, "If I promise to be with you every single day, CAN I PLEASE TAKE OUT THE BLOCK CALLED ABANDONMENT? Can you trust me when I tell you I am never leaving?" Melissa took a deep breath and agreed to let her father take the block. She visualized him taking it and throwing it far away. It took a moment, but Melissa said, "Ah that feels better!" He also promised that he would remind her, everyday, how beautiful she was and how loved and supported she was from both sides.
Melissa was given some visualizations and some affirmations to do to "create" and "allow" the support she needed. She was also urged to give herself permission to ask for what she needed and know that she deserved love in return. Melissa was very intuitive and they told her that the more she learns to trust that voice of guidance, the stronger it would become, leading her to all the healing her soul was in need of.
Sunday, July 27, 2014
Monday, July 14, 2014
"THINGS DONT HAPPEN TO US, THEY HAPPEN FOR US"
I have been posting mainly just the messages that come from the sessions that I do because I feel like there are so many amazing things that they teach us. I often leave out a lot of the session because of the amount of information given and because most of it is personal to the person I am meeting with. I recently had a session though that I was blown away from beginning to end. The messages were so healing and so detailed that I am going to write about the whole experience. To protect anonymity, I will change the names as well as some of the circumstances that may identify this person.
This man, by the name of Dave, was having an extremely difficult time because of a recent accident he was involved in where two men were killed. His girlfriend was concerned about him and made an appointment for him to come see me. This guy was a big burly guy but so gentle and kind. Right at the beginning of our session, I could feel his grandfather's presence. He was a very big spirit and filled the room with love. He came to Dave in a gentle but powerful way and showed me a picture of him sitting Dave down, like a little boy. He then showed me a picture of Dave standing in a room with people around him. I heard the words, "He is in need of healing." I then saw Dave looking at each one of these people and saying, "I'll take their pain, I'll take their pain, he was essentially "signing" up to try and take the pain of many of those around him. Dave agreed to this and said that he often felt responsible to make other people's burden lighter, even if it made his heavier. His grandpa had a great sense of humor and talked about a lot of the things they did together when Dave was young. He had us all laughing. He then got very serious and said, "Dave, I have two friends that I would like to bring to talk to you. It might be difficult for you but I think it will help you have some healing, is that okay?" Dave said yes...
Dave's grandpa walked away for a moment and came back with two young men. They had the biggest smiles on their faces. They were both wearing white shirts and gave me the impression that they were "companions," working together to teach about the Savior from the other side. They said that they were at peace with their passing and that they did not feel any impact in the accident. They also showed me that the "light changed." Dave validated this and said that they had run a red light. They asked Dave, "Why are you still looking at the vehicle? I asked Dave if he still had the truck that was in the accident, and he said no but that he had pictures of it and he looked at them every day. They asked him to replace those pictures with one of a beautiful road, lined with trees. They said that was their experience in crossing over, just continuing down a new road that was absolutely beautiful! They told him that their time on earth was finished and that he had actually taken the hardest part of that contract in having to be the one to serve in their passing. They validated his pain and thanked him for allowing them to continue in their mission and said they would continue to comfort him through this trial.
They then walked away for a moment and returned holding the hands of a little boy. I told Dave about this and he just started sobbing. Dave had a three month old son pass away about 10 years ago. He was so heartbroken about this little boy and had never fully recovered. These two men said that they would watch over this sweet boy until his dad could have the chance to raise him. This little boy told his dad how much he loved him and that he would be waiting for him on the other side. He wasn't going to "grow up without his dad." He then said that there was something his dad had that had his name on it and it made him happy. Dave had a tattoo with his son's ashes and name on his arm. His son said that he loved him and then he pointed to another little boy standing there with him. I heard the words "Brother." Again, Dave was emotional. He said that his ex-wife had an abortion and didn't tell him until later. He always felt that it was a boy. This validated for him that his sons were together and were best friends. Also, that they were waiting for him so that he could experience raising them.
His grandfather then came back and he showed me a picture of fire and said the words "beauty." I asked Dave if this meant anything to him and he said, Yes..my grandpa used to make a fire for me on a fireproof tarp on top of the houseboat. He would say, boy, a fire, a boat, and a sunset...now that's a thing of beauty!"
He then said, "I want you to imagine that fire Dave and I want you to put that fire back inside of you because boy, YOU ARE A THING OF BEAUTY." His grandfather then kept drawing my attention to Dave's necklace. He said, "That represents you! He gave me the impression that it was part of Dave finding his purpose. Dave pulled it out from under his shirt and showed my that it was a phoenix. He said that he had the words, "Out Of the Ashes We Rise." His grandpa talked about Dave working with youth and being a drug counselor. He said that was something he always wanted to do. Dave said that he always loved the phoenix and felt that no matter what challenges he faced he could always rise.
Dave was given validation on so many things in his life and hopefully reassured that his suffering had meaning, that there is always purpose in the pain he had to endure. As we were ending our session, I kept hearing a saying, "THINGS DON'T HAPPEN TO US THEY HAPPEN FOR US." As I told this to Dave, he wept. His aunt who had been like a second mother to him use to say this to him all the time. She had passed away from a brain tumor and did not want to miss the chance to give him this message one more time.
I love this work so much and I am so grateful for the beautiful words of healing we can have! God is so merciful! Dave, you are an inspiration. Lot's of love and prayers for you to be able to find all the peace you deserve. Thank you for letting me share your story.
This man, by the name of Dave, was having an extremely difficult time because of a recent accident he was involved in where two men were killed. His girlfriend was concerned about him and made an appointment for him to come see me. This guy was a big burly guy but so gentle and kind. Right at the beginning of our session, I could feel his grandfather's presence. He was a very big spirit and filled the room with love. He came to Dave in a gentle but powerful way and showed me a picture of him sitting Dave down, like a little boy. He then showed me a picture of Dave standing in a room with people around him. I heard the words, "He is in need of healing." I then saw Dave looking at each one of these people and saying, "I'll take their pain, I'll take their pain, he was essentially "signing" up to try and take the pain of many of those around him. Dave agreed to this and said that he often felt responsible to make other people's burden lighter, even if it made his heavier. His grandpa had a great sense of humor and talked about a lot of the things they did together when Dave was young. He had us all laughing. He then got very serious and said, "Dave, I have two friends that I would like to bring to talk to you. It might be difficult for you but I think it will help you have some healing, is that okay?" Dave said yes...
Dave's grandpa walked away for a moment and came back with two young men. They had the biggest smiles on their faces. They were both wearing white shirts and gave me the impression that they were "companions," working together to teach about the Savior from the other side. They said that they were at peace with their passing and that they did not feel any impact in the accident. They also showed me that the "light changed." Dave validated this and said that they had run a red light. They asked Dave, "Why are you still looking at the vehicle? I asked Dave if he still had the truck that was in the accident, and he said no but that he had pictures of it and he looked at them every day. They asked him to replace those pictures with one of a beautiful road, lined with trees. They said that was their experience in crossing over, just continuing down a new road that was absolutely beautiful! They told him that their time on earth was finished and that he had actually taken the hardest part of that contract in having to be the one to serve in their passing. They validated his pain and thanked him for allowing them to continue in their mission and said they would continue to comfort him through this trial.
They then walked away for a moment and returned holding the hands of a little boy. I told Dave about this and he just started sobbing. Dave had a three month old son pass away about 10 years ago. He was so heartbroken about this little boy and had never fully recovered. These two men said that they would watch over this sweet boy until his dad could have the chance to raise him. This little boy told his dad how much he loved him and that he would be waiting for him on the other side. He wasn't going to "grow up without his dad." He then said that there was something his dad had that had his name on it and it made him happy. Dave had a tattoo with his son's ashes and name on his arm. His son said that he loved him and then he pointed to another little boy standing there with him. I heard the words "Brother." Again, Dave was emotional. He said that his ex-wife had an abortion and didn't tell him until later. He always felt that it was a boy. This validated for him that his sons were together and were best friends. Also, that they were waiting for him so that he could experience raising them.
His grandfather then came back and he showed me a picture of fire and said the words "beauty." I asked Dave if this meant anything to him and he said, Yes..my grandpa used to make a fire for me on a fireproof tarp on top of the houseboat. He would say, boy, a fire, a boat, and a sunset...now that's a thing of beauty!"
He then said, "I want you to imagine that fire Dave and I want you to put that fire back inside of you because boy, YOU ARE A THING OF BEAUTY." His grandfather then kept drawing my attention to Dave's necklace. He said, "That represents you! He gave me the impression that it was part of Dave finding his purpose. Dave pulled it out from under his shirt and showed my that it was a phoenix. He said that he had the words, "Out Of the Ashes We Rise." His grandpa talked about Dave working with youth and being a drug counselor. He said that was something he always wanted to do. Dave said that he always loved the phoenix and felt that no matter what challenges he faced he could always rise.
Dave was given validation on so many things in his life and hopefully reassured that his suffering had meaning, that there is always purpose in the pain he had to endure. As we were ending our session, I kept hearing a saying, "THINGS DON'T HAPPEN TO US THEY HAPPEN FOR US." As I told this to Dave, he wept. His aunt who had been like a second mother to him use to say this to him all the time. She had passed away from a brain tumor and did not want to miss the chance to give him this message one more time.
I love this work so much and I am so grateful for the beautiful words of healing we can have! God is so merciful! Dave, you are an inspiration. Lot's of love and prayers for you to be able to find all the peace you deserve. Thank you for letting me share your story.
Thursday, July 3, 2014
"Baby Jonathon"
This has been an interesting story to write. I actually started writing the story this morning but I kept having things come up and I was unable to finish it throughout the day. I now understand the reason why I had to wait and I am so excited to share this message. It is always so interesting to me the way that spirit works and how they are validated from all angles. It truly is mind blowing sometimes to be a part of this work.
I had a family come to see me recently. They received many healing messages from their loved ones but they asked specifically about a baby boy named Johnathon who had passed a few months ago and was a very good friend of the family. This sweet little spirit came through and validated so many points for them. He immediately showed me that when he he crossed over, he was greeted by a grandfather. He showed me a picture of his grandfather with his arms wide open. They validated that Johnathon was actually laid to rest in the same grave as his grandfather. Johnathon said that he was given a choice to stay or go back and that his mission here in the physical world was complete. He said that his body was perfect and that he passed in his sleep. This family validated this and said that the autopsy report showed nothing was wrong with his little body. He was perfect.
This special spirit said that he had an older brother who was very steadfast and grounded and that he was a very wise soul. He said that he moves very fast and that Jonathon whispers in his ear. He said that the only time his brother could really hear him was at night because everything else was quiet. This woman gasped and said that Jonathon's brother, who is 8, often plugs his ears and says that he can hear a baby crying. It actually was alarming to him but he could hear it during the night. I had a sense that this little boy is very gifted and does have an openness to spirit. He was also diagnosed with A.D.H.D. and does move "very fast." I then saw a picture of a young girl who was Johnathon's sister, she appeared to be about 13. I could feel that she was also very spiritually open and that she had seen spirits throughout her life. This family said that it was all accurate and they left feeling comforted regarding this terrible loss.
I actually started writing this story about gifted children, but like I said, it was difficult to finish...I have felt impressed throughout the day to write about the fact that all children are gifted. All children are naturally more open and accepting of spiritual experiences. They don't question the validity and until adults question that, they believe everything they feel to be truth. People ask me how to open up their spiritual gifts?? Become more childlike. Take down the walls, trust yourself, know that you deserve to be in tune with your inspiration. Let go of guilt, anger, shame, anything that holds you down and most importantly, GET HAPPY! Allow yourself to feel again and let the inspiration flow through you without resistance. Let go, relax, and trust!
So, the rest of the story.....and the reason I couldn't finish until tonight. I had a mother and a young boy come to me today. I knew only her first name. As I began our session, I immediately saw a baby wrapped up in a blue blanket being handed to this mother. I gasped....I said, "Are you Jonathon's mother?" She started crying and I could feel this perfect little angel once again there to comfort his loved ones. He was so majestic, I felt that he actually had to dim his vibrational energy to have an earthly experience. He validated many points that she felt and told her that his mission was to bring a higher vibration to this earth. He had done that and his mother reported that hundreds of people said that they were touched by this baby. He Just had "something special about him." Johnathon talked about dragonflies and told her that she would always see them in numbers. Never one alone, and he wanted her to know that it would remind her of all the angels and the loved ones around her. She validated that she was seeing dragonflies everywhere! He talked about how he whispers in his brother's ear. His brother said that it sounds like "Swords rubbing together for just a moment but then it sounds like a baby." We talked about how the other side moves much quicker and sometimes the sounds are hard to understand. I told him to never be afraid and to know that his brother is just letting him know he is there. Jonathon then said that a miracle happened, and then he showed me a picture of his mother looking at his casket. She was emotional about this and said that the day of his funeral, she was looking into the casket and asked for a sign, for God to let her know that her baby boy was okay, to let her know that he was with God. When she got in her car right after, she looked up and saw a brilliantly colored rainbow where there was not one before. She felt that this was the answer that she needed.
This woman then had a very close friend who had passed away a few years ago come forward. He made me feel like he had trauma to his head. He let her know that he did not suffer and he said the words, "Lights out." She validated that he had been shot in the head and that she had hoped he did not suffer. She was so relieved to know that his passing was instant. He then said that he had her "dog tags." She said, "Oh my gosh, I have a letter in my car right now that he wrote me while he was living. It said, I still have your dog tags you gave me." She had given him her tags after serving in the military and he was so honored that she would choose him to give them to. She said that the letter she had stated that exactly. He told her that he loved her and he was with her and that he was watching over her sweet baby.
I usually try to point out a message in my sessions but I think the point here is that we are never alone. Our loved ones are never really gone and what a blessing it is to know that we can be comforted by them personally! I am humbled to have been a part of this experience and to feel this heavenly soul. I pray for healing in the days ahead for this beautiful family.
I had a family come to see me recently. They received many healing messages from their loved ones but they asked specifically about a baby boy named Johnathon who had passed a few months ago and was a very good friend of the family. This sweet little spirit came through and validated so many points for them. He immediately showed me that when he he crossed over, he was greeted by a grandfather. He showed me a picture of his grandfather with his arms wide open. They validated that Johnathon was actually laid to rest in the same grave as his grandfather. Johnathon said that he was given a choice to stay or go back and that his mission here in the physical world was complete. He said that his body was perfect and that he passed in his sleep. This family validated this and said that the autopsy report showed nothing was wrong with his little body. He was perfect.
This special spirit said that he had an older brother who was very steadfast and grounded and that he was a very wise soul. He said that he moves very fast and that Jonathon whispers in his ear. He said that the only time his brother could really hear him was at night because everything else was quiet. This woman gasped and said that Jonathon's brother, who is 8, often plugs his ears and says that he can hear a baby crying. It actually was alarming to him but he could hear it during the night. I had a sense that this little boy is very gifted and does have an openness to spirit. He was also diagnosed with A.D.H.D. and does move "very fast." I then saw a picture of a young girl who was Johnathon's sister, she appeared to be about 13. I could feel that she was also very spiritually open and that she had seen spirits throughout her life. This family said that it was all accurate and they left feeling comforted regarding this terrible loss.
I actually started writing this story about gifted children, but like I said, it was difficult to finish...I have felt impressed throughout the day to write about the fact that all children are gifted. All children are naturally more open and accepting of spiritual experiences. They don't question the validity and until adults question that, they believe everything they feel to be truth. People ask me how to open up their spiritual gifts?? Become more childlike. Take down the walls, trust yourself, know that you deserve to be in tune with your inspiration. Let go of guilt, anger, shame, anything that holds you down and most importantly, GET HAPPY! Allow yourself to feel again and let the inspiration flow through you without resistance. Let go, relax, and trust!
So, the rest of the story.....and the reason I couldn't finish until tonight. I had a mother and a young boy come to me today. I knew only her first name. As I began our session, I immediately saw a baby wrapped up in a blue blanket being handed to this mother. I gasped....I said, "Are you Jonathon's mother?" She started crying and I could feel this perfect little angel once again there to comfort his loved ones. He was so majestic, I felt that he actually had to dim his vibrational energy to have an earthly experience. He validated many points that she felt and told her that his mission was to bring a higher vibration to this earth. He had done that and his mother reported that hundreds of people said that they were touched by this baby. He Just had "something special about him." Johnathon talked about dragonflies and told her that she would always see them in numbers. Never one alone, and he wanted her to know that it would remind her of all the angels and the loved ones around her. She validated that she was seeing dragonflies everywhere! He talked about how he whispers in his brother's ear. His brother said that it sounds like "Swords rubbing together for just a moment but then it sounds like a baby." We talked about how the other side moves much quicker and sometimes the sounds are hard to understand. I told him to never be afraid and to know that his brother is just letting him know he is there. Jonathon then said that a miracle happened, and then he showed me a picture of his mother looking at his casket. She was emotional about this and said that the day of his funeral, she was looking into the casket and asked for a sign, for God to let her know that her baby boy was okay, to let her know that he was with God. When she got in her car right after, she looked up and saw a brilliantly colored rainbow where there was not one before. She felt that this was the answer that she needed.
This woman then had a very close friend who had passed away a few years ago come forward. He made me feel like he had trauma to his head. He let her know that he did not suffer and he said the words, "Lights out." She validated that he had been shot in the head and that she had hoped he did not suffer. She was so relieved to know that his passing was instant. He then said that he had her "dog tags." She said, "Oh my gosh, I have a letter in my car right now that he wrote me while he was living. It said, I still have your dog tags you gave me." She had given him her tags after serving in the military and he was so honored that she would choose him to give them to. She said that the letter she had stated that exactly. He told her that he loved her and he was with her and that he was watching over her sweet baby.
I usually try to point out a message in my sessions but I think the point here is that we are never alone. Our loved ones are never really gone and what a blessing it is to know that we can be comforted by them personally! I am humbled to have been a part of this experience and to feel this heavenly soul. I pray for healing in the days ahead for this beautiful family.
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