This was from a recent session for an amazing family who came to see me from Idaho. I was so excited to meet with them and could feel that they had a daughter on the other side all morning on the day of their session. I could feel that she was so excited to talk to her family! She had such a big spirit and was so happy! She was an energy that I wanted to stay with me all day!
Her family arrived and brought with them, a cute little dog. They informed me that they were taking him back to Idaho but asked if he could be in the session with us. I said absolutely. I have learned in this work, how important animals are. I feel that they are also "Mediums" and can give us messages and healing energy as we need it on this side.
Immediately in the session, this sweet daughter came through and was so excited to communicate with her loved ones. She expressed so much love and gratitude to her family and validated specific events in which she had been with them in spirit. It was interesting, whenever this daughter was communicating, the dog would go crazy. He would run all over the room and jump up and lick the faces of his family, almost as if to tell them, "She is here." It turned out that this dog belonged to her. When any other souls would come through, the dog would get quiet and sit down next to us. Dogs are very intuitive and definitely have a sense of spirit.
This daughter had passed from cancer of the stomach and from diagnosis to her passing, it was a whirlwind. She acknowledged the hard decisions that her mother had to make and told her not to hold any guilt for the decisions she made. She kept showing me a picture of waving her hands over her passing, symbolizing that she did not want to talk about that part. She said, "My death has been talked about enough, I want to talk about my life." Her mother validated this and said that they thought that the cancer was in a very small area or completely gone when they went in to do exploratory surgery. When she was opened up, they found that it had spread all over. Her mother had to make the decision to place feeding tubes as her daughter was unconscious. She decided to let the doctors do it but she always questioned this decision. Her daughter said that the outcome would have been the same and that her mother did the very best she could. It was suspected that something went wrong while putting the feeding tubes in and she went downhill quickly. She passed away just a few months after this was done. She said that she was at peace with her passing and that she was so happy to be out of her sick body. She kept saying to me, "My mom is so amazing." She also expressed how much gratitude she had for her dad and said that she was his "Little princess."
She talked about a grandfather that she was with and said that he had helped her cross over. She validated some of the emotions and physical trials that her family was facing since the passing and gave them reassurance. Her fiance was present in the session. This girl told me that a move was coming. Her fiance started to cry and said that she was being forced to move for her job and that it was incredibly hard to leave her home because it was the home that they had lived in together. She said that often times, near the end of her life, her fiance had sat with her, holding her hand, not always knowing what to say but never letting go of her hand. She said it meant the world to her. She pointed out the fact that her fiance had a tattoo in her honor and was getting more. Her fiance asked if she had a preference as to what it was. She said, "She never believed in guardian angels before I died. I want her to put an angel on her arm so that she knows I am that for her." Her fiance validated this and said she was right...she never believed in angels until her passing.
This sweet girl lead an amazing life. She showed me a picture of her playing softball and said that her family was so supportive. She had a really funny sense of humor and at one point, she said, "I was kind of a celebrity around home, I had no idea!" Her family laughed and said it was true. People came out of the woodwork after her passing to tell them how much she had touched their lives. She was so brave in her fight with cancer and continued to spread her love in a big way. She was gay and chose to be true to herself no matter the judgement and in that, inspired others to be who they really were.
I could go on and on with the messages she gave. She was such a beautiful soul but one part stood out to me and she actually repeated it twice throughout the session. She said, "Our relationship was like swinging on a swing. It felt free and happy with the wind blowing on our faces. I was able to swing so high. I saw an opportunity to jump from my swing and really fly and I had to take it!" She then showed me a picture of her flying through the air with her arms outstretched and her eyes closed, flying and really loving every moment of her old life and her new. She was truly free!
As we finished her session, her mother said to me that her daughter had worked as a CNA. She said that when her daughter realized her cancer was terminal, she told her mom that she knew of a hospice nurse who was a Medium and had asked her to come and see me after she passed away. I cannot even express how much this touched me. I realized after the session, that I had met this beautiful girl in passing and had no idea that she was ever sick. She was truly so brave and compassionate right up to her very last breath.
I learned a valuable lesson. For so many years I hid the fact that I was a Medium because I was afraid of what people would think. In finally being true to myself, someone else was able to experience a gift that I could share. I will never again remain quiet when I have promised to be a messenger! I have been inspired by this family to always be true to myself. I will remember this amazing girl and give my whole heart for my whole life! Thank you for that lesson and thank you sharing your daughter's experience. I am truly honored to have met all of you!
Sunday, June 22, 2014
Sunday, June 15, 2014
"Happy Father's Day"
This is such a special topic to write about and one that is very close to my heart as I truly believe that I have the very best dad around! He is the most gentle, compassionate, humble, and kind man I have ever known. I know that in the beginning, when I started to do this work, he didn't completely understand what this gift was or how this all worked. I didn't understand! But he always loved and supported me and never questioned, just trusted that I would find my path. He has been that for all of us children, he makes us laugh, he keeps life in perspective and he helps us believe that anything is possible. Thank you dad!
I met with a lady recently who had lost her father a few years ago. They shared such a special bond and I could feel that he adored her! She really missed him. He showed me pictures of all of the conversations that they shared even after his passing. He said, "She talks to me everyday and she always asks me to help her make decisions." He was so honored that she could still feel him with her and she kept him close through her thoughts. Her father then showed me a picture of himself standing in front of two great big lines of people. I could see that they represented two family lines. They were separate but then they merged together and I could see that he was smiling about that. I asked his daughter what this meant and she said that he had been adopted but they didn't know this until the last few years of his life. She said that it was really hard for her father to deal with this and felt that he didn't know who he really was. She was so happy to see that he was with both families and that they were coming together as one. She asked if he was at peace with that and he said something so simple but made so much sense, "We are not made up of blood on the other side. We are bonded in our love and devotion to each other." Being a father does not mean a bloodline, but a love line. Thank you to all of you "dad's" who have fulfilled that role so beautifully! Biological or not, you mean the world to us!
Another one of my recent favorites was with a man who had lost his father at a young age. He was only 17 when his father was taken from the physical world in a trucking accident. His dad felt so close in our session, I could literally feel him sitting right next to his son. He told me that his son had followed in his footsteps and was a truck driver as well. He showed me a picture of his son looking over in the passenger seat and knowing that his dad was right next to him. This big tough truck driver became emotional and said, "Yes I do! I feel him with me all the time!" His father brought up many different events and validated all of the times that he was watching over and guiding his family. He talked about each one of his grandchildren and validated that he knew them intimately and had spent time with them before they came to this world. He then said the sweetest words and words that I hear so often, "Son you make me proud!"
One thing I have learned in doing this work is that the other side does not consist of judgment. There is nothing but unconditional love and acceptance. People often say that they were nervous to come because they worried about being chastised. The only chastising that I ever hear is when they tell us to "love ourselves, or forgive ourselves." The only negative they ever say is when they have regrets that they want to address and then they always ask for understanding and forgiveness. They tell me all the time that relationships are all that matter on this side and the other. I have also noticed that their ability to be near us is entirely based upon our allowing them to be near us. If we have any guilt or resentment towards them or if we build walls around our hearts to keep out the pain, we keep them away as well. Let them be near and learn to recognize them in the way that they still communicate.
I also want to thank not just my earthly father but my Heavenly Father. I am grateful for the trials I have had and the lessons I have learned. I am thankful to learn to trust in that guidance more everyday and know that God is love and love alone. We are always protected. We are always guided. We are always more then enough in God's eyes because we are the essence of that and we can't be anything less.
Happy Father's Day! We love you!!
I met with a lady recently who had lost her father a few years ago. They shared such a special bond and I could feel that he adored her! She really missed him. He showed me pictures of all of the conversations that they shared even after his passing. He said, "She talks to me everyday and she always asks me to help her make decisions." He was so honored that she could still feel him with her and she kept him close through her thoughts. Her father then showed me a picture of himself standing in front of two great big lines of people. I could see that they represented two family lines. They were separate but then they merged together and I could see that he was smiling about that. I asked his daughter what this meant and she said that he had been adopted but they didn't know this until the last few years of his life. She said that it was really hard for her father to deal with this and felt that he didn't know who he really was. She was so happy to see that he was with both families and that they were coming together as one. She asked if he was at peace with that and he said something so simple but made so much sense, "We are not made up of blood on the other side. We are bonded in our love and devotion to each other." Being a father does not mean a bloodline, but a love line. Thank you to all of you "dad's" who have fulfilled that role so beautifully! Biological or not, you mean the world to us!
Another one of my recent favorites was with a man who had lost his father at a young age. He was only 17 when his father was taken from the physical world in a trucking accident. His dad felt so close in our session, I could literally feel him sitting right next to his son. He told me that his son had followed in his footsteps and was a truck driver as well. He showed me a picture of his son looking over in the passenger seat and knowing that his dad was right next to him. This big tough truck driver became emotional and said, "Yes I do! I feel him with me all the time!" His father brought up many different events and validated all of the times that he was watching over and guiding his family. He talked about each one of his grandchildren and validated that he knew them intimately and had spent time with them before they came to this world. He then said the sweetest words and words that I hear so often, "Son you make me proud!"
One thing I have learned in doing this work is that the other side does not consist of judgment. There is nothing but unconditional love and acceptance. People often say that they were nervous to come because they worried about being chastised. The only chastising that I ever hear is when they tell us to "love ourselves, or forgive ourselves." The only negative they ever say is when they have regrets that they want to address and then they always ask for understanding and forgiveness. They tell me all the time that relationships are all that matter on this side and the other. I have also noticed that their ability to be near us is entirely based upon our allowing them to be near us. If we have any guilt or resentment towards them or if we build walls around our hearts to keep out the pain, we keep them away as well. Let them be near and learn to recognize them in the way that they still communicate.
I also want to thank not just my earthly father but my Heavenly Father. I am grateful for the trials I have had and the lessons I have learned. I am thankful to learn to trust in that guidance more everyday and know that God is love and love alone. We are always protected. We are always guided. We are always more then enough in God's eyes because we are the essence of that and we can't be anything less.
Happy Father's Day! We love you!!
Monday, June 9, 2014
"Please Forgive Me"
I recently did a group session and at the beginning of every session I do, I explain that the work I do is dedicated to healing and that I rededicate myself to that purpose with every client I meet. I usually leave it at that but this particular time I felt impressed to tell them that, "The most important messages from the other side will come through the strongest and if there is forgiveness or feelings that are anything less then loving, they will be addressed first. The loved ones that come through from the other side will use this precious time for whatever they feel is the most healing. It may surprise you who will come through."
As we began our session, many relatives gave beautiful messages and had something for every person there. About half way through, I could feel a grandmother who had a message for a sweet lady named Natalie. This grandmother felt like a strong person who wanted to speak her mind. She also let me know that she had been gone for a long time and was connected to her father. Natalie seemed surprised and said that it was her dad's mom and that she did pass away before she was even born. She said that she had been an alcoholic and that she had died of cancer. She said that her grandfather really loved her but had to leave her due to the addiction.
I could then feel a strong emotion from her as she told me that she was so sick in this lifetime. Her soul felt like it was crying out for understanding and forgiveness! She also said that this was a "generational illness that was now affecting her family." Natalie became very emotional and said that her brother was in rehab at this present moment. Her grandmother was pleading for Natalie to talk to her father and let him know that she was "good, she was a good person now." She said that her name was not talked about in a very good light and she wanted, more then anything, to be forgiven as she had forgiven herself. She said that she was finally free of all of the chains she carried in the physical world but the emotional burden was still being carried in the generations that followed her. She said that by forgiving the generations past and healing those relationships, future generations would be affected and the addiction chain could be broken.
Natalie was very tearful about this and said that her father never spoke about his mother but about a month ago, they did have a conversation about her and as her grandmother said, it was not a positive conversation. Natalie's energy felt very similar to her grandmothers and I could tell that even though she wasn't aware, there had been a strong connection. Her grandmother needed her help and knew that her kind heart would lead her to take the steps that needed to be done to "Break the chains and that by healing their own hearts, generations past, present, and future would benefit."
This is a topic that has been coming up almost everyday. I am shocked at how often "Generational Healing." Is talked about. I believe that very strong, very experienced souls are present on the earth at this time and have agreed to break the chains once and for all. There are some things that can be taken care of in the physical world that cannot be healed the same way on the other side. I believe that as our earth evolves to more "Christ Consciousness," the lower vibrational energies such as addiction, disease, depression, insecurities, whatever it may be, will not longer be able to exist in our higher vibrational mind, body, and souls! That is why the diseases are becoming more intense and more prevalent. The purification of lower vibrational energy on the earth begins with each one of us, taking responsibility to heal our own souls and cleanse ourselves of any pain, judgement, or grudges. Our souls are the essence of Divinity....allow yourself to believe that and dismiss anything that feels less. I will post more information on generational healing and ways to do that but it begins with understanding and forgiveness.
Natalie visibly softened and said that she would do whatever she could to bring understanding to her family. It was a relief for her to know that there was an action she could take to break the addiction chain that was so heart breaking for her and her family.
Thank you Natalie for being open to this message and I pray it helps someone else. God bless you and your family with healing for all your generations past, present, and future!
As we began our session, many relatives gave beautiful messages and had something for every person there. About half way through, I could feel a grandmother who had a message for a sweet lady named Natalie. This grandmother felt like a strong person who wanted to speak her mind. She also let me know that she had been gone for a long time and was connected to her father. Natalie seemed surprised and said that it was her dad's mom and that she did pass away before she was even born. She said that she had been an alcoholic and that she had died of cancer. She said that her grandfather really loved her but had to leave her due to the addiction.
I could then feel a strong emotion from her as she told me that she was so sick in this lifetime. Her soul felt like it was crying out for understanding and forgiveness! She also said that this was a "generational illness that was now affecting her family." Natalie became very emotional and said that her brother was in rehab at this present moment. Her grandmother was pleading for Natalie to talk to her father and let him know that she was "good, she was a good person now." She said that her name was not talked about in a very good light and she wanted, more then anything, to be forgiven as she had forgiven herself. She said that she was finally free of all of the chains she carried in the physical world but the emotional burden was still being carried in the generations that followed her. She said that by forgiving the generations past and healing those relationships, future generations would be affected and the addiction chain could be broken.
Natalie was very tearful about this and said that her father never spoke about his mother but about a month ago, they did have a conversation about her and as her grandmother said, it was not a positive conversation. Natalie's energy felt very similar to her grandmothers and I could tell that even though she wasn't aware, there had been a strong connection. Her grandmother needed her help and knew that her kind heart would lead her to take the steps that needed to be done to "Break the chains and that by healing their own hearts, generations past, present, and future would benefit."
This is a topic that has been coming up almost everyday. I am shocked at how often "Generational Healing." Is talked about. I believe that very strong, very experienced souls are present on the earth at this time and have agreed to break the chains once and for all. There are some things that can be taken care of in the physical world that cannot be healed the same way on the other side. I believe that as our earth evolves to more "Christ Consciousness," the lower vibrational energies such as addiction, disease, depression, insecurities, whatever it may be, will not longer be able to exist in our higher vibrational mind, body, and souls! That is why the diseases are becoming more intense and more prevalent. The purification of lower vibrational energy on the earth begins with each one of us, taking responsibility to heal our own souls and cleanse ourselves of any pain, judgement, or grudges. Our souls are the essence of Divinity....allow yourself to believe that and dismiss anything that feels less. I will post more information on generational healing and ways to do that but it begins with understanding and forgiveness.
Natalie visibly softened and said that she would do whatever she could to bring understanding to her family. It was a relief for her to know that there was an action she could take to break the addiction chain that was so heart breaking for her and her family.
Thank you Natalie for being open to this message and I pray it helps someone else. God bless you and your family with healing for all your generations past, present, and future!
Sunday, June 1, 2014
"Jump Off the Chess Board"
This is from a recent phone session I did for a lady in California. I wanted to share because it had some great messages but also, the messages came to me in a unique way.
Like I have said before, I usually see pictures and "movies" in my mind. They often explain a scenario that is relevant to my client but is often not something that I understand. This one was so different but it paints a really good picture that applies to a lot of us.
We began our session, and right off, I could see a chess game. It appeared to be in black and white. The room was dimly lit and there was a man who was playing the game. There was a very empty, lonely feeling around this game and I could see that the player was strategically trying to move into the queen spot. I then saw a picture of the queen piece standing tall but I noticed that all of the other pieces were turned in a different direction. None of them were facing the queen. I heard the words, "You are finally in the Queen spot, but nobody is looking."
I then saw a picture of the queen being turned around and facing the other direction. Then suddenly the queen just Jumped off of the chess board. As soon as she did, it was like "The Wizard of Oz." Everything suddenly became colorful and I could see this little plastic chess piece turn into a very excited, very alive woman, who happened to be the woman I was talking to. I saw her wake up and be passionate about her work which I felt was with animals, specifically horses. I saw her in a healing environment and being able to help people heal through the horses. I kept hearing the phrase, "Take a leap of faith."
This sounds like a very strange parable but it made perfect sense to this woman. Apparently, she had been working in her family business for most of her adult life. She said that her relationship with her father and sibling was strained and that she felt like she had been seeking approval through her job for all these years. She also said that she had been longing to start an equestrian healing program and had written out the plan almost six years ago. Interestingly enough, the name she had chosen was, "A Leap of Faith." The message for her was to jump off the board and follow her passion. That desire was placed in her heart for a reason and I truly believe, and am told in a lot of sessions, to set your intentions. Believe that it is possible, ask for help and trust each inspiration that you receive. Step into that role in every way and see that experience through the eyes of someone who has already created it and is living it. 'I am" statements are very powerful! Say the words "I am" living my dream life and I am grateful for it. Gratitude is the key to receiving. Be grateful for everything that shows up for you no matter how small and know that your most heart felt desires are placed there by a divine source and you have asked in this lifetime to co-create those desires! You will not be let down, just stay in gratitude and trust the process. Stay unattached to the unfolding or the "how" because that is where faith comes in. Trust the timing and you will be shown the next step...always...every time.
I love the lessons I get to learn in this work and I so appreciate all of you for allowing me to share them. Together, we are creating a beautiful world and "I am" Grateful!! Love to you all!
Like I have said before, I usually see pictures and "movies" in my mind. They often explain a scenario that is relevant to my client but is often not something that I understand. This one was so different but it paints a really good picture that applies to a lot of us.
We began our session, and right off, I could see a chess game. It appeared to be in black and white. The room was dimly lit and there was a man who was playing the game. There was a very empty, lonely feeling around this game and I could see that the player was strategically trying to move into the queen spot. I then saw a picture of the queen piece standing tall but I noticed that all of the other pieces were turned in a different direction. None of them were facing the queen. I heard the words, "You are finally in the Queen spot, but nobody is looking."
I then saw a picture of the queen being turned around and facing the other direction. Then suddenly the queen just Jumped off of the chess board. As soon as she did, it was like "The Wizard of Oz." Everything suddenly became colorful and I could see this little plastic chess piece turn into a very excited, very alive woman, who happened to be the woman I was talking to. I saw her wake up and be passionate about her work which I felt was with animals, specifically horses. I saw her in a healing environment and being able to help people heal through the horses. I kept hearing the phrase, "Take a leap of faith."
This sounds like a very strange parable but it made perfect sense to this woman. Apparently, she had been working in her family business for most of her adult life. She said that her relationship with her father and sibling was strained and that she felt like she had been seeking approval through her job for all these years. She also said that she had been longing to start an equestrian healing program and had written out the plan almost six years ago. Interestingly enough, the name she had chosen was, "A Leap of Faith." The message for her was to jump off the board and follow her passion. That desire was placed in her heart for a reason and I truly believe, and am told in a lot of sessions, to set your intentions. Believe that it is possible, ask for help and trust each inspiration that you receive. Step into that role in every way and see that experience through the eyes of someone who has already created it and is living it. 'I am" statements are very powerful! Say the words "I am" living my dream life and I am grateful for it. Gratitude is the key to receiving. Be grateful for everything that shows up for you no matter how small and know that your most heart felt desires are placed there by a divine source and you have asked in this lifetime to co-create those desires! You will not be let down, just stay in gratitude and trust the process. Stay unattached to the unfolding or the "how" because that is where faith comes in. Trust the timing and you will be shown the next step...always...every time.
I love the lessons I get to learn in this work and I so appreciate all of you for allowing me to share them. Together, we are creating a beautiful world and "I am" Grateful!! Love to you all!
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